Two ways to show yourself as better than other 1.work hard and continuous improvement let your success pronounce your name 2.Blame others portray them as failures .Showing yourself as better than them Legends never choose the 2nd the path . The one who choose the 1st path may not attain legendary but never loose their respect . Unfortunately majority following 2nd path that's why we have superstars with low life span than legends who hails more respect from generations to generations
She was beautiful and sexy ..love to meet her,died to spent time with her ...body Harmone released fluids sent a signal through eyes Heart beats faster than usual .Body temperature goes high .lips stopped talking started colliding with other pair
Pleasure reached the sky body drenched with sweat and silence broken with breath ,
Hence you realize that is no love its called as LUST....
The sexy girl is no more sexy pleasure changed its habitation now you started thinking about the spirit and spirituality.
Nevertheless by the time Harmone stopped demanding something ,mind looking for reality .Truth is you were slave to fluids released by body with reaction of Harmone
While the fluid is drained and nothing to release from the body other than saliva and uric acid you start understanding the mechanism of human body and it's functionality at different stages .
After many Crests and Troughs i finally reached Gurugram on an unexpected opportunity , initially i was reluctant to shift there but it happened to be inevitable for me . New City, New Team , New People a City which i never expected to visit even in dreams ...Finally reached Gurgram with a baggage of memories from home ,Life was full of U-turns and this is one of such Being stubborn....ready to face any kind of hurdles with an ease and subtle pace , sometimes i lost my peace went out of control but the only medication i believe in is Meditation . When comes to Work place i have a new feature in project is awaiting for me , started loving it from the first day never gave up on challenges though they were not big yet they were irritating . After few months of work when i visit my home i realized that being away from home help me to breathe from the heavy Crests which were really out of control
Initially everything was fine until we got new acquaintances in our journey who pretend to be friends mostly any work place can give you good teammates but not friends , it might be hard but its true When we visit any new place basic problem we face is accommodation and food .Found an AP PG where i can found fellow Telugu mates it helps me to relieve my frustration of speaking in English at workplace until i found Telugu acquaintances in project who sits in south locations. I have seen the discrimination between the people ,creating priorities of people based on their personal requirements , some fellas intent to show themselves as most reliable resource of the project, created themselves as critical resource , some times flirting when it fails appealing innocence ,pretending smartness in handling things out on day to day affairs. Seen the innocence , been part of gossips ,craziness, wild laughs , shared some emotional attachments but never been the part of cowardice hope i wasn't without my knowledge too Visiting Jaipur brings the real me who always loves to travel new places explore new traditions and cultures When the real me was came out of my mind i wasn't able to think back about my past life majorly near to my college , The SIVA who loves long drives , day dreamer , firm believer of self I could not resist to think about my return to Hyderabad but it was not easy to get transfer , framing ideas to get but the need for money made me to stay Loneliness started loving me as if i loved a girl in my previous life (My Life before 2014) , it made me look dull ,pale at expressions started killing my confidence at one point of time i felt like i was moving away from the SIVA whom the team have seen initially . My Meditative mind never fails me to react on time and with respect to situations thanks to the friend who introduced me to Meditation in 2014 , the time when i see the lowest part in my life Sometimes i feel the negative vibes around later realized that they were created from inside of my mere imagination and influence of some acquaintances and also the passive behavior of some fellas around me Language might be the biggest hurdle , the language which we use for business communication will not help us to present the real self to others, Local language communication always crates an impact on initiating conversation and attaining attention . I never failed to attain attention with English , i feel i never failed unless i was not in mood to do so All of a Sudden i realize that i need an life time friend to whom i can share my emotions its not about dating , compromising physical needs it is all about soul to soul communication . I was very happy when i realized that i overcome at least some percent of illusion of life , in my sense illusion is lust . We are in the age where lust is confused with Love , Love is confused with Crush , Crush is confused with attraction , i give away them sorry i was able to control them . Nevertheless i realized the maturity in me the real maturity not the one what people pretend to... There are many pages which are still folded in my life book don't know when i will have the guts to open up to the world and some times terrifying that i maynot open up in my life ....few people know some part of it already I realize my strengths in Gurugram it boosts me up to dream about my future , at least helps me to be positive in present , Optimism increases ,Pessimism surpassed for some quantity at least . Now my journey taking to Pune ....Let see what it is going to give me and what i am going to give it Journey continues till the end of life ....Life is not so difficult as it seems, it is just a cycle of breathes , breathe in and breathe out once the cycle stops Life reaches the end point it could happen anytime . But Life goes on in one way or other way
.......టక్ టక్ అని సౌండ్ నిద్ర మత్తులో లెచి చూసె సరికి ఒక వ్యక్థి రెండు బ్యాగ్గులతొ రూం లొకి వచ్చాడు ...నిధ్ర వదిలాక లెచి చూసా వాడె పరిచయం చేసుకున్నాడు హాయ్ నా పేరు అమర్ 3d animation మీద work చేస్తున్నాను
ఒహ్ అవున ఈ బెడ్ కాలీగ ఉందని తెలీదు ఇంతకముందు ఉన్న అతను ఇంక luggage తీసుకొని వెల్లలెదు అ beer bottle కూడ అతనిదె అని చూపించిన వెంటనె అమర్ అయ్యొ అవున Sorry అండి ఎమనుకొవద్ధు అ bottle మీదేమొ మీరు తాగుతారెమొ అనుకున్న అన్నాడు నెను its ok అని T.V చూస్తు ఉండి పొయ
చిన్నగ love story చెప్పడం start చేసాడు , నేను ఒక అమ్మాయిని Love చేసాను అమె C.A చదువుతుంది ఈ సంవత్సరం తొ అయిపొతుంధి విజయవాడ లొ ఉంటుంది అమెని ఇప్పటి ధాక కలవలెధు అమె అంటె నాకు ప్రాణం అని చెబుతుండగ ఇంతలొ మా Friend అమ్మయి నీకు ఎల తెలుసు అంటె ఎలగొ ఒకల తెలుసులె కాని ఇప్పుడు విషయం ఎంటి అంటే అ అమ్మయి నాకు Car కొనిస్త అంటుంది,ఇపుడు ఏ Car బాగుంది ఎంత రేట్ ఉంటుంది అ అమ్మాయికి నేను అంటే ప్రాణం నాకొసం ఎమైన చేస్తుంది అని చెబుతూ ఉండిపొయాడు
నాకు మా Friend కి ఒక్క సారిగ Mind Block అయింది ఎదొ తేడాగ ఉంధి జాగ్రతగ ఉండు అని Warning ఇచ్చాం
ఐన మన పిచ్చి గాని అ మత్తు లొ ఉన్నవాడు మన మాట ఎందుకు వింటాడు.
రెండొ రోజు మళ్ళీ అమ్మాయి గురించి చెప్తు నాకు చాల బాదగా ఉంది అ అమ్మాయికి క్యాన్సర్ అంట కాని ఇంట్లొ ఎవరికి తెలీదంట తెలీకుండ మ్యానేజ్ చేస్తుంది నేను చనిపొతున్న నా కొడుకుని నువ్వే చేసుకొవాలి అని చెప్తుంది నాకు ఎడుపొస్తుంది ఏం చెయ్యాలొ అర్ధం కావట్ల అన్నాడు
మాకు మళ్ళి Mind Block అయింది క్యాన్సర్ ఎంటి కొడుకు ఎమిటి అమె వయసు ఎంత అని అడిగితె
అపుడు చెప్పాడు ఆమెకి 19 సంవత్సరాలు , బాగ రిచ్ ఫ్యామిలి వైజాగ్ లొ సెటిల్ ఐన మార్వాడి ఫ్యామిలి ఒక ఆనాధని ని పెంచుకుంటుంది అమె వాడి చదువుకి వాడి ఖర్చులకి అన్ని చూసుకుంటుంది ఇపుడు ఆమెకి క్యాన్సర్ తొందరలొ చనిపోతుంది నాకు ఎం చెయాల్లో అర్ధం కావట్లేదు అంటు చెప్పడం మొదలు పెట్టాడు
వాడి కళ్ళలొ భయం , మాటల్లొ బాధ చూస్తె పాపం అనిపించిన ,చెప్పిన కధ వింటే నవ్వొచ్చింధి
నిన్ను చాలపెద్ద ట్రాప్ లొకి నెట్టెస్తున్నారు జగ్రత్త ఇలాంటివి నమ్మకు ఐన క్యాన్సర్ ఎమైన జ్వరమా ఇంట్లొ తెలీకుండ మ్యానేజ్ చేయడానికి కొంచెం అలోచించు అని చెప్పాం ఐన వినల నాకు ఎం తెలుసు ప్రేమించడం తప్ప అని ఒక డైలాగ్ చెప్పి అ అమ్మయి గురించె అలొచిస్తు రాత్రి అంత నిద్ర పోకుండ గుడ్లగూబల chat చేస్తు బెడ్ లొ అలానె ఉండిపోయాడు
తరువాత రొజు ఉదయం చూసేసరికి జ్వరం తొ వనుకుతు అ అమ్మాయి గురించి ఎదుస్తున్నాడు
ఇంక చూడలేక అ అమ్మాయి Health Records Whats App లొ పంపించమని చెప్పు , వైజాగ్ లొ వాళ్ళ అడ్డ్రెస్స్ కనుక్కొ తెలిసిన వాల్లతొ కనుక్కుందాం అని చెప్ప
తరువాత రోజు నా గర్ల్ ఫ్రెండ్ పెంచుకుంటున్న అబ్బాయికి జాబ్ కావాలి Civil లొ Diploma చేసాడు
హైదరాబాద్ లొ జాబ్ ఉంటే నేనే వాడిని చుసుకుంటాను వాడికి ఇంక అంత నేనే నా గర్ల్ ఫ్రెండ్ కి క్యాన్సర్ 3rd Stage లో ఉంది ఇంక బ్రతకదు అని మళ్ళి మొదలు పెట్టాడు ఇంక ఆపరా బాబు మా వల్ల కాదు నీ ఇష్టం అని వధిలేసాం
అ తరువత రోజు మళ్ళి నా గర్ల్ ఫ్రెండ్ అడ్డ్రెస్స్ చెప్పింది వైజాగ్ లొ ఎక్కడొ తెలిసింది వాళ్ళు జైన్స్ రాజస్తాన్ లొ 100 ఎకరాలు ఆస్తి ఉంది గొల్ద్ బెజినెస్ కోసం ఆంధ్ర వచ్చారు
బాగ రిచ్ ఫ్యామిలి ఆ అమ్మాయి అకౌంట్ లొ లక్షల్లొ డబ్బులు ఉన్నాయ్ అందుకే తను వేరే అబ్బాయిని పెంచుతుంది ఇపుడు ఇంకో సమస్య వచ్చింది ఆమెకి ఒక బావ ఉన్నాడు వాడి పేరు ఆశ్విన్ వాడికి ఆ అమ్మాయి అంటే చాల ఇష్టం అమ్మాయి ఆస్తి కోసం అమ్మాయి అందం కోసం వాడు ఇంట్లొ వాల్ల నాన్నకి చెప్పాడు వాళ్ళు ఒప్పుకున్నారు ఇపుడు ఆ అమ్మాయికి ఎం చెయ్యాలొ అర్దం కావట్ల అన్ని చెప్పి మళ్ళి ఏడవటం మొదలుపెట్టాడు
ఓరేయ్ ఇంక ఆపరా ఎదొ సినిమా స్టోరి ల ఉంది మొన్న మార్వాడి అన్నావ్ ఇపుదు జైన్స్ అంటున్నావ్ వాళ్ళ అమ్మ నాన్న పేర్లు ఎంటి అంటే ఎవో తెలుగు పేర్లు చెప్పాడు అసలు అమ్మాయిని కలిశావ అంటే నిన్న విజయవాడ వెళ్ళా దూరం నుంచి చూసి వెల్లిపొయింది , కలిస్తే నన్ను చూసి తట్టుకొలెదంత ఎడ్చేస్తానెమొ అని బయపడి వెళ్ళిపొయింది అన్నాడు ,తనతొ మాట్లాడుతున్నవ అంటే లేదు ఆశ్విన్ గాడు ఒక అమ్మాయిని ని పెట్టాడు అందుకె తను మట్లాడాదు తనకి నేనంటె ప్రాణం నన్ను చేసుకొబొతె చచ్చిపోతుంది అందుకె అగస్ట్ లొ కలుద్దామని ప్లాన్ చేసాము నేను ఆ రోజు కోసం ఎదురు చుస్తున్నా అని పడుకున్నడు
నేను అ రోజు నైట్ బెంగలురు వెళ్ళి ఒక వారం తరువాత తిరిగి వచ్చ వచ్చి చూసే సరికి రూం నిండ గిఫ్ట్స్ ఉన్నాయ్ ఎంటి ఇది అని మ ఫ్రెండ్ ని అదిగితె అమర్ గాదు లక్ష పెట్టి ఆ అమ్మాయికి గిఫ్ట్స్ కొన్నడు రేపు వెళ్ళి రాజమండ్రి లొ వాళ్ళ చుట్టాల ఇంట్లొ పెడతాడంట ఆమె పుట్టినరొజుకి అమ్మాయి వాళ్ళ కొడుకు (పెంచుకున్న కొడుకు ) తీసుకొని ఇస్తాడు అని ప్లాన్ చేసాడు అంత బానే ఉంది ఇంతలొ బయటికి వెళ్ళి ఒక గంట తరువాత వచ్చాడు
R.T.Cలొ Ticket భుక్ చేసుకున్న మొబైల్ కి మెస్సేజ్ రాలెదు ,Mail లొ Ticket లేదు నేను డౌన్లోడ్ చేయలెదు ఆఫిస్ లొ చేసాను ఇపుడు బస్ స్టాప్ కి వెళ్ళితె Ticket లేకుండ ఎక్కించుకొలెము అని అన్నారు ఎం చెయ్యాలొ అర్దం కావట్ల అని మళ్ళి ఎడుపు మొహం పెట్టాడు
సర్లే రేపు వెల్లొచ్చులే అని చెప్పి మా పని లొ మేం ఉన్నాం ఈ లొపు నాకు అనుమానంగ ఉంది అసలు వెళ్ళు నన్ను మోసం చెస్తున్నారు అని ఇపుడే అమ్మాయి వాళ్ళ కొడుకు ఒక కథ చెప్పాడు వాళ్ళ అమ్మ నాన్న చిన్నపుడు వాడి కళ్ళముందె చనిపోయరంట వీడు ఇంట్లొ నుండి బయటికి వచ్చెసాడు ఒక గుడి దగ్గర అదుక్కుంటు ఉంటే మెడలొ నగలు వాడి డ్రెస్స్ చూసి ఆ అమ్మయి వాడిని తీసుకొచి పెంచుకుంది అని నాకు అసలు నమ్మకం కలగట్లేదు వీడు అబద్దం చెప్తున్నాడు అనిపిస్తుంది అన్నాడు
మేము ఒక్కసారిగ ఊపిరి పీల్చుకున్నాం ఇప్పటికి దారిలోకి వచ్చావ్ అని చెప్పి వాడిని కుర్చొపెట్టి అసలు విషయం మొదటి నుంచి చెప్పు ఆ అమ్మాయి నీకు ఎల తెలుసు అంటె
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మరి చాల రోజులు అన్నావ్ అంటే ఎదొ బాగుంటుంది అని కొంచం ఎక్కువ చెప్ప అన్నాడు మరి విజయవాడ లొ కలిసా అన్నావ్ అంటే అక్కడి దాక వెళ్ళి చూడల అంటే నమ్మరు అని అలా చెప్పా అన్నాడు ,వాడికి డబ్బులు ఎమైన వేసావ అంటే ఒక సారి కాలేజ్ ఫీజ్ కి 6000 వేసాను ఇపుడు గిఫ్ట్స్ లొ ఒక గోల్డ్ రింగ్ 50000 ఒక స్మార్ట్ ఫొన్ ,టెడ్డి బేర్స్ ,చాక్లేట్స్ ,ఇంకొన్ని గిఫ్త్స్ అన్ని కలిపి 100000 అయ్యయ్ ,ఇంక 100000 అప్పు తీసుకున్న వాళ్ళకి ఇద్దామని అని చెప్పాడు
ఇంక ఆ రొజు అంత వాడిని బయట తిప్పి వాడి మనసుని ఆమె మీద నుంచి తప్పించటానికి ట్రై చేసాం
చివరికి తెలిసింది ఎంటి అంటే ఇక్కడ కొడుకు అనే వ్యక్తి ఒక గేం ఆడి వీడిని ట్రాప్ చేసాడు …….మొత్తానికి వాడితొ డబ్బులు వెయించుకొని ఎంజొయ్ చేద్దామని అనుకున్నడు వీడి అద్రుష్టం బాగుంది ఆ బస్ టికెట్ మిస్స్ అవటం జర్ని ఆగిపొవటం తొ బ్రతికిపొయాడు ఇలాంటి ట్రాప్ లొ పడి చనిపొయిన వాల్లని చుస్తున్నాం న్యుస్ లొ వీడి పిచ్చి ప్రేమ గాధ జనాలు ఎంత పిచ్చి గా మొసపొతున్నరొ చెప్తుంది
This is about a boy/man/person/a living thing /a creature i am typically confused to specify about this thing /creature ...
i meet him dramatically in my schooling days with a funny incidents ...... as a funny creature him self you can imagine the scene could be funny as well how funny it was that he ask me to write his notes an unfinished with some blushes and sugar coated words that my hand writing is so good and ask me to deliver the same kind of thing in his book too ... although i know about how good my writing was i write his notes as a part of helping nature later he made me as friend ......
He used to extend his ideas in an idealistic scenes with all classmates he blessed with a talent of excellent communication skills everyone could agree with his points although its ideal .....
He done a magic show in school anniversary he made a failed attempt of impressing pupil especially girls he always dream to become a hero of school and want to impress girls like any hero in movies
He done his 10th class finally. Later ,accidentally i meet him in my intermediate too i feel my goodness...
he went to Bi.p.c and i went to M.P.C there i save myself from his tactics of impressing the crew
but as we made from same school we used to meet regularly
He always want to be a playboy which he couldn't all the time ....... the stories he narrated us about the romance happen between him and some girls are not real the imagination goes like hell and the way he narrated give damn natural feel
when we roaming on the roads if we found any girl coming before he immediately said "she is usedup by so and so person and so and so times " he portrait every girl as slut .... and the age is too dangerous some times we lost impression on some girls until we realized that it as bluff
If any boy tell him that he loving a girl ,,, Our Kind person go and start his tactics on the same to trap her ...... he try the same girl who trying by his friend ............ we find this truth very lately
He failed in intermediate in few subjects we suggested him to complete them even he lost a year though he could join in graduation
In the mean time we suggested him to join in any institution to learn MS-office and basics of computer as he didn't know anything about it, he went and came back from an institute and said that "i got a job in an institute as a faculty with RS.1500 salary per month "
We wonder that we send him to join as a student but he joined as faculty ..... that's his capacity he went to institute and started the conversation without telling his purpose of visiting the office the head of institute got impressed with his talkative power ask him to join as faculty
His daily work is we used to explain him a topic on a day the same he repeats in the class ..... at the same time he finished his vocational intermediate in physiotherapy
In mean time he joined as Railway announcer he left the job for better one
Now He portrait him self as Physiotherapy doctor for passing time he coming to institute as faculty he found a girl over there who doing her engineering he told us she is in love with him he done some idiotic things got breakup with her damn lucky she is ...
He lost his mother and family get into many problems ..... later he joined in a school as computer teacher ..... they believe him that he was a graduate and came to teaching field by interest .... slowly with his talkative power he became a biology teacher in a school ......he found a gang in the same time who have became his best friends and room mates
He joined in a consultancy and brought the data of students from different colleges and tackle them to leave abroad for higher studies he got some problem with the head of consultancy he left the job with some profits
He left his father in ill condition and house as they pressuring him to marry a girl to settle the family
but he reject the offer and went to a room ..... he his room mates who believe in easy money want to establish a software company in town
He found a man who is doing home projects in town and earning good money as equal to a software engineer his eyes went on him and want to follow his foot steps but the thing is our hero is not technically sound i am sorry he even don't know the name of technologies what the person is working on
He started a team to develop database in town but actual work he doing is developing a frame with Visual Basic and he bought some bulk sms software from Hyderabad and sell them in schools and shops for limited number of sms and show it as he developed it on his own
he almost about to file a case alleged case on his father to get the pension ..............
finally he developed a website sorry he bought is some where coloring it as he developed on his own ....
his behavior not changed in these many years ........
he is not in contact with with any one our friends dont know where he is and what he is doing now hope he might have realized his own behavior by this time
Here i go with an exciting tragic story happen in front of me ....... its a failure success story its my friend's story ..... its our story ......
Balu he is a friend of mine .... we are not class mates ,we never meet in school, we became friends with some stupid mutual friends later we became close in very short span of time ..... we are bunch of friends me ,balu ,sankar,vasu ,anil ,santhosh who played their roles in this story ......
Balu ,Sankar , Santhosh, Vasu were school mates ...... friends since childhood i meet them at the age of 16 most dangerous and attractive age of any bozo ........
Its 2005 Balu doing his intermediate second year in Ongole ..... balu and sankar used to follow beautiful girls like every boy does in that age ........ At the point of time Balu got attracted towards a girl named Pramadvara .... she is his junior in college .....
she is simple , attractive and homely attitude girl who never entertain boys , but boys usually fall back to the same kind of girls.........
she has a typical image in the area and My balu had faced lot of competition in those days he used follow her from college to her home And gave warnings to juniors in the college to not follow her any more done some heroic events ..... its just walkable distance from their college to her home ............ its takes just 5 mins walk but balu has spent his life time to get the 5mins of walk with her
days passed .....Balu and Sankar used to spend most of their time surroundings of her home me and vasu also shared some in time those days .............
we always tried to convince him for not wasting his time but he is stubborn and he never take our words seriously and at the same time he never left us for discouraging his love ..... its the most precious attitude we found in him ... usually people never attach with the guys who discourage their desires but balu does.....it made him special .. loveable ....
months passed intermediate results are out balu failed in two subjects ..........its the first stage of his defeat ....
still he roaming for her we are surprised what make him so serious on her yet she never gave any positive signs about his love .....
there i came to know a small flash back that she like him as well and she told to her friend that i like balu too but he always falling back on me ..... ask him to come opposite while i leaving to home ...... Pramadavara's friend is sister of our friend the word touched balu .... it boosted him ...Later, on her birthday she send some sweets and a letter to balu with her friend she is balu's cousin .....but unfortunately balu went to delhi on some work he missed it on time but after he returned back he was happy with the response its the turning point in his love story ......after that on December 31 balu and sankar tried to give a greeting to her they tried in all possible ways but they failed this time .........
once i ask him that she is not bothering about you she not looking at you ... he replied with a smile while she passing from us don't look at her face look at her eyes ...... i done the same its amazing she saw him diagonally without turning her face with a smile in her looks damn god there i got the magic of girls and how they making boys crazy its killing looks damn it.
He lost his reputation in home ,and in family ..... still he is strong one more year passed ..... he tried to give greeting cards, letters to her all were resulted as failed attempts ..... but still he never look back never give up any thing for his love .... we really proud of him
she passed intermediate with a good percentage girls are really great they can share heart on different tasks at a time they fulfill all their desires they work with respect to time .... where boys directly proportional to the situations and they cannot handle different tasks at time .......its the failure of boys ........
she joined in degree ... balu left ongole and came to hyderabad he stayed with me for few months ....
when he came away from her some thing....... some thing.... started in her at last she got balu's number and talk with him ................
i was with him when it happen i look in to his eyes i saw that happiness of an achiever ...... he feel like achieved his greatest desire in his life .... we are very much happy that at last he got her .....
here Anil came into the scene he is Pramadavra college mate now he passing the information in between them started a courier service between lovers as she was restricted to use mobile in home and college as well she used to call him from coin box phones and her aunt's mobile .......
Story going smoothly balu completed his 3d animations coursed in hyderabad trying real hard to settle in life ...... his attempts gave failed results ... but still he is stubborn stand strong ..... like he love pramadvara he love his career .....
4 years passed ......love story going smoothly with small gifts exchanging from both sides they used to communicate each other in all possible ways ......
balu went to our home town on some work i was in hyderabad with some work sankar is in sullurpet .... that day balu meet vasu and anil on our regular hang out spot in ongole .....
balu got a signal from pramadvara he went to meet her near hanuman temple ....... it take 10 mins walk from there they used to meet there secretly ...... there pramadvara's brother's friend saw her .... they smell some thing wrong would happen before that they wanna reveal in their homes .....
balu went back to his home and revealed his love before their parents , they realize that pramadvara also belongs to same caste they knew her from a long time so they accepted their love ....
Balu felt really happy but the happiness not stayed for long time they heard some body shouting from outside of his home
its Pramadvara's father and her brother they came with some mob and tried to attack on balu ....
unfortunately we are not available at the time anil was there he call balu's brother pawan he came and stopped the quarrel .....
balu lost his love and lost faith on her he thought she might told something wrong about him .....
he came back to hyderabad i was busy with semester exams still i spent most of the time with balu and tried to console him ...... and i tried my level best to make him forget about her .....
on that day we planned to go out but suddenly got a call from my school friend i went to meet him we went to a movie a.... balu staying in hostel he left alone he felt bore and decided to go out with basha another friend .......
they both start from dilsukhnagar to yousufguda by bike balu drove the bike till yousufguda he got disturbed with some thoughts about his love , basha took the driving .... he is rash lack of traffic sense .... they meet with accident at that i was in movie i got a call from vasu that balu meet with accident i never thought that its should be serious because i know about his driving
but i got repeated calls from my friends i left the movie and took auto to somajiguda yashoda hospital .... its already late balu taking his last breath ........and i lost my self in the moment ...... i was in shock i didnt get tears in my eyes i lost senses venkatreddy our friend and balu's sister they crying by holding my hands and i am getting repeated calls from my friends ........ balu took his last breath at 10:45 .... but i managed to convince my friends that he will be ok .... atlast i manage my self and told them that we lost him .......
Sankar and anil started from ongole next day morning as the cremation planned in hyderabad but still they missed the cremation .......... they left immediately to ongole .....
two days later i went to ongole ...... Telangana agitations favors me at the time i got a break upto one month for my semester exam .........
we tried to inform pramadvara about balu's death she thought that balu playing a story to take avenge on her ...... it takes a week time time convince her about the truth ....
Balu is the one who gave the positive sign when i gave a proposal start a voluntary organization SHADOWS existed with our five batch ...... we lost a finger , with out a finger fist never be strong with four fingers .......
its been two years now we miss him .........we missing him... we will miss him ......
After a long time that is almost after 11 months we had an event from shadows exclusively ...... we have many reasons to tell beyond the delay but its not the time to discuss all we had an fantastic time with the children actually i found a video in youtube which has been taken by some foreign tourists with Orphan children .i found some address in the video it says that it located in Odarevu beach , near Chirala Town in prakasham district ,as it near to my home town i have decided to go there
At last i managed to go Odarevu beach with my friend our bad luck we didn't find any orphanage over there ,but still we have an hope that's why we reach Chirala Town to en quire about the home , while going in to the town we found a board which named GEM ORPHANAGE HOME we spotted it and we went on our search for the home which we want to serve ........
But we didn't find any so we decided to come back visit the GEM HOME which we have spotted earlier , i talk with the madam about their needs and i distributed biscuit packets to the children and then we have decided to work for this home.The founder of the home was died a year back now it was handling by his wife so we decided give some support to them
We got good response from our friends especially for me i got some excellent support from my schoolmate and her friends i never forget their words while donating the money and they are quite impressive and inspiring .......... i want them for life time friends and life time supporters to shadows and in our batch we have gathered good money with everyone's own circle of friends even many people don't know us properly they trust us and contributed money from their pocket money here we have to remember the thing that most of the people who have contributed money are students and unemployed
But they contributed as they can at moment in respect of the money their support makes us more strong and empower us to do the event successfully
when we spend time with the children the affection ,love shown by them was awesome and unexpressed .we had a great time with them when we leaving the place they feel like missing their own brothers and we feel tears from their eyes but time never stop for anything whether it is good or bad we make a move with heavy heart and their smiles in our memories
What ever you may feel its co incidence or miracle the one which we missed in Oderavu is same we serve finally i think you confused after finishing of the event i go through the video which i have seen in youtube , i found the same children in the video , the video has been taken two years back at that time the founder was alive and the place they shown in the video was different .
Finally we reach the home to whom we want to serve ....... the journey from ongole to chiral by bike was awesome with greenery, lakes ,cool weather and awesome driving by me these reasons are nothing more than enough to say it as unforgettable day in my life ......also in my friends lives
hi friends let me share a few moments in our tour ..... actually we have planned our tour since 3rd yr of my b tech it finalized in 4th yr 1st semester with few restrictions we need to have minimum of 50 people out of 120 should agree for the proposal .... its been a big task in our class after a few attempts we made it .....
we have decided to go north India on industrial tour in Chandigarh at same time want to cover many beautiful places but we didn't visit the industry .....
our planning goes like this ... Hyderabad to aagra ...Amrithsar...Chandigarh...Kulu..Manaali...Shimla..delhi and off to Hyderabad it shows we covered almost many important places in North India let see how it goes
we reached to Secunderabad railway station Chaitanya sir and brahmaji sir behaving as mentors of the tour ....
we started at the night i don't remember the name of the train we traveled from sec-bad to hanmakonda in hanmakonda we have waited for more than 4 hours for the Tajmahal express
hey i forgot to say one thing in the journey from hyd - hanmakonda we meet a sincere ,sophisticated but funny gunman of a VIP traveling in the same train he told many things which related their lives in a funny way i can't told them here because the funny way means full of crap i couldn't made it here
few of us supposed to sleep in the waiting hall but we people never give a chance to sleep to somebody we passed time with chatting and eating lemon rice brought by Bharath ... on the railway platform
we are restless people always waiting to killing the time by passing with out any purpose ... in the early morning we got into train .... intend to sleep but we did it only for some time ...
later we starts our regular stuff some people started gambling some people started teasing and some one like me started capturing pictures with everyone ... when we are in deep sleep some personality got into train everyone were annoyed ..... our senses not worked for few seconds don't be excited they are HIZRAS they begging in their own way we didn't expect this in train ...
then off to AAGRA
AAGRA-->>
In aagra we went to a hotel by bus but it was overloaded some pals supposed to come by van HAYATHNAGAR batch done it .... through out the tour
we went to AGRA fort actually its a replica of RED fort in delhi we had good time there
we went to TAJMAHAL ....some came by horse carts and some came by rickshaws from hotel TAJMAHAL is really hot .... ya i am correct its really hot ..... on the day temperature must be around 45 deg ... we never expect this much of high temp there
i am very crazy ... i wear black shirt to make a difference as i heard most people wear white while visiting TAJMAHAL ... but the difference make me feel the pain of hot sun ........ but we never forget the moment ...... by visiting wonder of the world
under the hot sun we ran into buses to leave the Agra
we went to MADHURA the birth place of lord krishna in the middle journey to Amrithsar
in madhura we visited the temple of lord krishna ...i didn't remember the temple much but i remember the taste of BUTTERMILK we drank at the outside of the temple ...... i think you understood the thrust at that moment ...slowly we start to Amrithsar everybody in our bus were half nude there we found the advantage of not having girls in the tour ...
we had dine in the dhaba in the middle of journey the first place we started hating the food ... and tourist guide ...
Amrithsar--->
when we entering into the premises of punjab everybody start chanting of a famous person's of our class he is none other than AVINASH SINGH (jordan) as he have singh in his name we used to call him as sardar ... everybody start chanting his name and kidding him as his native state arrived ask him to make our journey comfortable with all respectable receiving by his fellow mates in PUNJAB truly speaking he doesn't know anything about punjab
we have entered into Amritsar a nice hotel welcomed us ... we checked in at 12 am and had lunch and moved to WAGAH border
its the most worth full place through out the tour the evening filled with patriotism in our hearts we will never forget the moment when our national flag drawing from the pole by competing with Pakistani soldiers.... and the dances and slogans given by us before that and we can't explain the moment in words "MERA BHARATH MAHAAN"
after the wagah border we turn up to GOLDEN TEMPLE the holy place of Sikhism .... we went to GOLDEN TEMPLE by auto our auto driver is TITTU
one thing i have to tell about the people of punjab they are very friendly and mercy full ..helpful... we didn't expect this kind of respect on others from those people the way receiving us is truly awesome ........
we usually crack jokes on sardars but its not good they are also indians in an indirect way we are cracking jokes on us this culture was taught to us by british people ... lets stop cracking jokes on sardars replace the sardar with jack if you want fun
we had a good sleep in the night on the next day we went to JALIANWALA BAGH its the place where thousends of people fired by british general dyer with out any initial warning in the closed park people have no choice to run away from the park some were jumped in the well but its overloaded caused to death .... its the most pathetic moment in Indian history ... bullet marks were left on the walls as proof for the pathetic incident to the coming generations... we salute to the great people who scarifies their lives for the independence ....
and then we passed to Chandigarh
CHANDIGARH--> its a preplanned city ..cool and nice place with full of western touch and decent too....
the time we entered in to the rock garden in Chandigarh i guess the citizens of Chandigarh may think that some crazy monkeys entered into the city ... so we have to be quite till they move off this way we had fun over there ......... rock garden is an artificial forest made with mud and rocks and few waterfalls
till now our journey is ok in Chandigarh we went to spend the night in hotel but the guide ask us to check out on the early morning at 3:00 as we have to have a long journey we can made it with in time if and only if we start before 3 am so we decided to not to sleep in the night we checked out the rooms at 3 am but our guide make us to wait at the outside of the hotel upto 6'o clock with out proper rest and sleep we got fed up with dirty maintainance .....
we got into bus by 6:30 am with restless body started journey to KULU MANALI
KULU MANALI---->
in the journey to KULU MANALI every body were fell ill in the bus with rest less journey by coming to the hill stations while we are climbing we had a back ground music made by our friends with vomits .... ... some fell with fever .... we reached kulu .... kulu is the place where we done rafting in the flowing water its something like awesome it boosts up us make something better
on other side karthik and viswa planned to go delhi by flight as they were unable to do the journey anymore with the restless bodies later they convinced ... and continued the journey and the sad moment here we don't have pictures of our rafting nobody took cams to the place to captured the pics and the only pic was posted here
then heads to manali we stayed the night in manali again we supposed to have good sleep before that we had camp-firing with some sort of disco ....at manali
next day morning we went to ROTHANG PASS the tourist place near manali
its a dangerous journey to travel on a single way road ,by wet path and un cleared weather ....
at Rothang pass we took horses for site seeing its an amazing stunt ..... of traveling in fog on the top of Himalayas by horses ........ and that too with empty stomach ....we didn't had breakfast that day .........
there we meet a young charming person mr.roshan he is our driver better we can call him as TRANSPORTER he was such an amazing driver
after KULU MANALI
we off to SHIMLA
SHIMLA---> when anyone say shimla generally the first thing strikes in our mind is APPLE GARDENS but we missed it they said its not the season so we can't find it so went to KUFRI its a visiting place near shimla hey forgot to say we spent a night in shimla ......
in shimla again we had horse riding but this time its on mud path ........ horses are also not strong as we had in MANALI ...but we did it ....
in shimla the memorable moment is taking pics by keeping SNAKE on round the neck and by sitting on buffalo with a gun like a cow boy ....
then to delhi
DELHI ---> delhi is our capital city there are many places in delhi but we used it for shopping as we are restless and many of us were ill we decided to not to go many places so we choose Indiragandhi memorial ..... its the place where SMT INDIRA GANDHI assassinated.... and MAHATMA GANDHI MEMORIAL and then to AKSHAR DHAM
AKSHAR DHAM is the one more worth full place in the tour its like a heaven of Indian sculpture .... its really a very rare place to find and its the correct place to the people who wants to know about indian culture and hindhuism .... cameras were not allowed into akshardham ...so we captured them only with our eyes and saved in our HEART DISK from where we cannot erase anything
by returning to the akshardham we went to a cafe near the hotel we reside .... thats cool for the day ... and next day we went to shopping in PALIKA BAZAR... and KAROL BAAGH my self i had a good shopping as i have a big family i didn't missed any one in my family i supposed to buy atleast one thing to a person each .....
we return back to hyd
after we reached everyone who joined the tour with us took rest for complete one week ......... some of us went with swineflu too but luckily every body were safe .... now tell me it is best moment or worse moment .... everyone will pray that we should not do this kinda journey in a life time but its the only moment these many of our friends hanged out with each other our bond got strong than earlier ............
